好怕好怕！
朋友一个个毕业了；有的很快找到工作，一做薪水就很高；有的一做老板就很赏识，有的去外国特训公干；有的嫌东嫌西，喜欢在家 qiao ka (hokkian = goyang kaki)
怕死了。。薪水高的有RM3K （哪像我姐姐说的,她做工都有5年了薪水不到RM2K？？9成9欺骗我老妈，不想给那么多家用，几好一下）
还有一个朋友一直倒数她快毕业，快离开我们，快找工作的日子，还有60几天？
我呢？还有半年=170几天
好怕好怕！怕以后出来工作没有老板要请我。。
老师跟我说，我只有一张PASSPORT过得了第一关，很难第二关。
我虽然成绩不错，骗得了HR的人让我参与面试，不过英文烂（好听一点：英文不够好）面试应该会很糟糕。再来，我读书好并不代表我聪明，因为有很多都是用背的考过就忘。现在，连FYP都搞不好。我虽说是engineering student但是没有一点engineering skill (比如software,hardware都不行）
怎么办？要我快快掌握一个engineering skill,可是又有活动，又有考试，又有assignment,又要睡觉，吃饭，看戏，出去玩，拿来还有时间？
真糟糕。。
想给未来的自己：
站在狂风的天台一望无际
这一座孤寂的城市
在天空与高楼交接的尽头
谁追寻空旷的自由
阳光覆满这一刻宁静的我
隔绝了喧嚣和冷漠
川流不息的人游荡在街头
谁能听见谁的寂寞
找一个人惶惶相惜
找一颗心心心相印
在这个宇宙我是独一无二
没人能取代
不管怎样怎样都会受伤
伤了又怎样至少我很坚强
我很坦荡
夜幕笼罩灿烂的一片灯海
多少人多少种无奈
在星光里遗忘昨天的伤害
一觉醒来还有期待
我不放弃爱的勇气 （我不放弃现在自己，虽然我知道自己很糟糕）
我不怀疑会有真心
我要握住一个最美的梦
给未来的自己
一天一天一天推翻一天
坚持的信仰
我会记住自己今天的模样
有一个人惶惶相惜
有一颗心心心相印
抛开过去我想认真去追寻
未来的自己
不管怎样怎样都会受伤
伤了又怎样至少我很坚强
我很坦荡
我不放弃爱的勇气 （现在自己）
我不怀疑会有真心
我要握住一个最美的梦
给未来的自己
不管怎样怎样都会受伤
伤了又怎样至少我很坚强
我很坦荡
未来的你会懂我的疯狂
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Saturday, March 14, 2009
if i were a boy...girl.....
给女生男生的：
(Beyonce Feat. Lee Carr)
If I were a boy
even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they'd stick up for me
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
how it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a girl
even just for a day
I'd get out of bed in the morning
and take forever to get ready
Complain to my friends
as if they got a man
They talk about you cause they're jealous
and I just stay and listen to it (I should get rid of them)
If I were a girl
I dont think I'd understand
how it feels to love a boy
I swear I'd be a better woman
I'd listen to him
cause I don't know everything
I would always try to tell him that he needs to treat me better
Like I don't gotta change at all
If I were a girl
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake, think I'd forgive you like that? (I don't)
If you thought I would wait for you,
you thought wrong (I did wrong)
But you're just a boy
and you're just a girl
You don't understand
No you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
and you don't listen to him
You don't care how it hurts (you don't care how I feel)
Until you lose the one you wanted
cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy
and you're just a girl
如果我是个男的，我会赤裸裸不用穿衣服热死
如果我是个男的，睡觉时一定打大大鼻鼾声
如果我是个男的，我会去踢足球和贝克汉当兄弟，一起流汗又不会觉得狼狈
如果我是个男的，我会走路脚开开，驾摩多起车头
如果我是个男的，我一定不会用死人保养品要跟1，2，3步骤用，不用那些贵死人的化妆品
如果我是个男的，我会买 LV Gucci DKNY 给女朋友 tham 她开心..哈哈
女人。男人个个都有不同需求
只希望对方能够永远借自己的耳朵给对方
聆听对方所讲的每一句话
给打工的你，即将打工的我：
If I were the boss
*mornin boss how r u? bagus bagus...*
Even just for a day
*one chance only u know..what will u do ar? tats y im tellin u la..wait la..*
I would change the station name from Hitz to Radio Ean and JJ
*tats a nice ring to it.. tats y, just for u bro..*
If I were the boss
*wat will uuuuu do?*
Work will start on Tuesday
*wat do u think? i like i like, Wednesday also can*
We will end the week on Thursday and everyday will be halfday
*maybe 2hrs onli..better*
If I were the boss
I think I could understand
How it feels to work on budget
And give a raise of 20cent
Hang out with the girls
*babe apa khabar?..bagus~*
And be hard on the guys
*sori ar brother..have to la, cari makan*
Might dispatch me riding Harleys
Our trips will be to Bali
If we bankrupt I will break down and cry
If I were the boss
I'll come up with a plan
*check it out ar..ehem ehem*
Make everyone do all the work
Take the credit and look like the man
*wah banyak handal ar u..thank u thank u*
If I were the boss
My lunch break would be 2days
*wah so long ar..yala then onli enuf time to eat*
I have PS3 in my room 200inch LCD and play all day
My way..JJ
If I were the boss
I think I could understand
How it feels to work on budget
And give a raise of 20cent
Hang out with the girls
*u looking very pretty today, naik gaji*
And be hard on the guys
*hey she looks pretty ok u do all her work..nonsense*
Might dispatch me riding Harleys
Our trips will be to Bali
If we bankrupt I wil break down and cry
Cause I will always come in late
Just to show who I'm
And if I was a girl I wil make them all call me Ma'am
*mornin Ma'am*
If you thought I would be nicer
Then you thought it wrong~
*adui sakit..tarikla sikit*
But we are not the boss
*i knw tis sadly..haih...*
So we cannot cuti....cannot cuti..
Come to office really early
To try to make some money
So we can open stall jual nasi
*goreng, pattaya, kandar, lemak, wat else ar? ah..dagang.. so now wat do we do? i dunno..wait for the song to finish la cuz we r not the boss.. o yea...tunggu boss cakap la..boss..boss..okok thank u...ok bye boss..*
这个JJ & Ean 的版本是从朋友blog看到的。。有趣有趣huh
(Beyonce Feat. Lee Carr)
If I were a boy
even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they'd stick up for me
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
how it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a girl
even just for a day
I'd get out of bed in the morning
and take forever to get ready
Complain to my friends
as if they got a man
They talk about you cause they're jealous
and I just stay and listen to it (I should get rid of them)
If I were a girl
I dont think I'd understand
how it feels to love a boy
I swear I'd be a better woman
I'd listen to him
cause I don't know everything
I would always try to tell him that he needs to treat me better
Like I don't gotta change at all
If I were a girl
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake, think I'd forgive you like that? (I don't)
If you thought I would wait for you,
you thought wrong (I did wrong)
But you're just a boy
and you're just a girl
You don't understand
No you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
and you don't listen to him
You don't care how it hurts (you don't care how I feel)
Until you lose the one you wanted
cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy
and you're just a girl
如果我是个男的，我会赤裸裸不用穿衣服热死
如果我是个男的，睡觉时一定打大大鼻鼾声
如果我是个男的，我会去踢足球和贝克汉当兄弟，一起流汗又不会觉得狼狈
如果我是个男的，我会走路脚开开，驾摩多起车头
如果我是个男的，我一定不会用死人保养品要跟1，2，3步骤用，不用那些贵死人的化妆品
如果我是个男的，我会买 LV Gucci DKNY 给女朋友 tham 她开心..哈哈
女人。男人个个都有不同需求
只希望对方能够永远借自己的耳朵给对方
聆听对方所讲的每一句话
给打工的你，即将打工的我：
If I were the boss
*mornin boss how r u? bagus bagus...*
Even just for a day
*one chance only u know..what will u do ar? tats y im tellin u la..wait la..*
I would change the station name from Hitz to Radio Ean and JJ
*tats a nice ring to it.. tats y, just for u bro..*
If I were the boss
*wat will uuuuu do?*
Work will start on Tuesday
*wat do u think? i like i like, Wednesday also can*
We will end the week on Thursday and everyday will be halfday
*maybe 2hrs onli..better*
If I were the boss
I think I could understand
How it feels to work on budget
And give a raise of 20cent
Hang out with the girls
*babe apa khabar?..bagus~*
And be hard on the guys
*sori ar brother..have to la, cari makan*
Might dispatch me riding Harleys
Our trips will be to Bali
If we bankrupt I will break down and cry
If I were the boss
I'll come up with a plan
*check it out ar..ehem ehem*
Make everyone do all the work
Take the credit and look like the man
*wah banyak handal ar u..thank u thank u*
If I were the boss
My lunch break would be 2days
*wah so long ar..yala then onli enuf time to eat*
I have PS3 in my room 200inch LCD and play all day
My way..JJ
If I were the boss
I think I could understand
How it feels to work on budget
And give a raise of 20cent
Hang out with the girls
*u looking very pretty today, naik gaji*
And be hard on the guys
*hey she looks pretty ok u do all her work..nonsense*
Might dispatch me riding Harleys
Our trips will be to Bali
If we bankrupt I wil break down and cry
Cause I will always come in late
Just to show who I'm
And if I was a girl I wil make them all call me Ma'am
*mornin Ma'am*
If you thought I would be nicer
Then you thought it wrong~
*adui sakit..tarikla sikit*
But we are not the boss
*i knw tis sadly..haih...*
So we cannot cuti....cannot cuti..
Come to office really early
To try to make some money
So we can open stall jual nasi
*goreng, pattaya, kandar, lemak, wat else ar? ah..dagang.. so now wat do we do? i dunno..wait for the song to finish la cuz we r not the boss.. o yea...tunggu boss cakap la..boss..boss..okok thank u...ok bye boss..*
这个JJ & Ean 的版本是从朋友blog看到的。。有趣有趣huh
Friday, March 13, 2009
你不在。你不再
心情日记。
你不在
当我最需要爱你却不在
无尽等待像独白般难挨
你不在
高兴还是悲哀你都不在
我受了伤在偷偷好起来
但你不在不在
时间再按下许多次快门
沉默里听见转动的秒针
一个人吃饭这个凌晨
孤单一人份
你低声说你有别人
我的话筒只有自己的体温
怎样认真也不一定成真
你说的对我不得不承认
你不再
主动发短讯给我，都不再
想念我关心我已成过去
你不再
在乎我的感受你都不再
故意不致电你让你紧张
但你不再不再
是否久了感情也会生锈
温柔也会逐渐地腐竹呢
我为何不再是你的快乐
你还爱我吗？
你沉默有时敷衍我
我不懂得只觉得感受寂寞
怎样挽回也不一定成功
你说的对我不得不承认
我被逼失去，难受
你不在
当我最需要爱你却不在
无尽等待像独白般难挨
你不在
高兴还是悲哀你都不在
我受了伤在偷偷好起来
但你不在不在
时间再按下许多次快门
沉默里听见转动的秒针
一个人吃饭这个凌晨
孤单一人份
你低声说你有别人
我的话筒只有自己的体温
怎样认真也不一定成真
你说的对我不得不承认
你不再
主动发短讯给我，都不再
想念我关心我已成过去
你不再
在乎我的感受你都不再
故意不致电你让你紧张
但你不再不再
是否久了感情也会生锈
温柔也会逐渐地腐竹呢
我为何不再是你的快乐
你还爱我吗？
你沉默有时敷衍我
我不懂得只觉得感受寂寞
怎样挽回也不一定成功
你说的对我不得不承认
我被逼失去，难受
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